We ended things a month ago and it was mutual, which somehow makes it worse. I keep reaching for my phone to tell her things. People say time — I want to know what you actually did with that time.
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Nine years, mutual, and the mutual part is exactly why it took longer. There was no villain to be angry at.
I wrote her the messages and didn't send them — a note file called 'things I'd tell you'. By month four I was opening it once a week instead of daily.
You don't miss the person as much as the version of your day that had them in it. Rebuilding the day helped more than any closure conversation.
Changing the physical route home. Different streets, fewer ambushes.
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